because i need to feel better:
-a good run
-a night swim
-a disney day
-a movie night in and popcorn
-a night cool and cozy enough for a hot drink and a good book
-OR a nice beach day and a good book
-time away from responsibility
yesterday: work, tan, study.
today: student health services, study, work
tomorrow: study, work, study
thursday: final, study, work, study
friday: final, study, work, study
saturday: work, commencement, SOMETHING?! (marcy’s bonfire or sevilla, or splatterfest, or study)
sunday: work, study, study, study
monday: last final (extension) due!
this is my life you guys.
that’s really all there is to it.
maybe i’m wrong but i feel alright.
i think that’s what my problem is. i like to love.
i like to care about somebody. i like to think of somebody and smile. i like holding somebody, being held by somebody. i like falling asleep in somebody’s arms. i like waking up and seeing somebody’s familiar face. i like when somebody feels like home.
but you don’t get that with just anybody.
it has to be somebody special.
as much as i like to love, i can’t just love somebody.